ogay.
today night study was not that productive afterall.
yes, time flies,
from people around you asking e math questions.
ya.
was practically teaching people a math today.
and i struggled with my own a math.
hoh, well.




anyway, i got back my 2 marks for CHEM!
whooohooooo.



currently doing the express pure chem paper.
my brain is like...............................
haha, no words to describe.
=S





today was studying with puifun, mengyee, matin, zhao lin.
rather noisy.
oh well.





MAY GOD BLESSSSSS MEEE.
=D






gone to continue doing chem! =)

i just got home from night study.
haha. made a new friend, norman
ABM?!
american born malay.
HAHAHa. what rubbish.=.=





anyway, in fact, i find that night study is good in a way,
like yes. you get to discuss answers and ask qns you dont know on the spot ,
rather than calling your friends, hogging on to the phone, ya da ya da
though tonight was rather noisy,
i had my phone full of music with me.
so chem was good. and i learnt some QA stuff.
ye.
good studying with matin and raphael,
peace,
quiet.
=D



anyway, the point is.
yes, gonna study every night in school with matin.
hahha.
yay =D




may my grades improve =)









ENGLISH:
read, read, read read read.
yes, get that into my head.
whooohooo.
currently reading S.U.M.O
Shut Up and Move On.
its not like they are asking you to shut up and move on yada yada.
they teach really good things.
Check it out yourself =D








hmmmm.
i shall go study alr. byebye!

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVESARY YPSB =D

LOVES<3

wished i could turn back time.

yea right.

at this time, 2 yrs back,

we were sms-ing,

i was home.

texting you and everything.

it was such sweet memories!

2 hugs.

i miss the feeling.

at the back stage,

and before i left nanyang high sch.

the craziness of being so busy, coping well with EVERYTHING.

i miss it.

but, not now =(

not busy, not motivated, not performing.

oh well.

I MISS YOU! =D

how'd you feel
hur.
i finally understand \
okay.





eng letter writing - /30
eng summary - /25


Chem MCQ - /20 I NEVER GOT SO LOW BEFORE.

phy MCQ - /20
Phy p2 - /65


S.S - /50
Hist - /50






blah.
not in a good mood totally.

Maybe cause ...
blah.
i cant imagine,

go and talk to , GO .
and, you
=.=

or was it
so in short,

so why
ARGH.

=.=
im dreaming again.
time to slp.
i need to study tonight,
BYEBYE.

AHHHHH.
screams wtf.


piano was disastrous
loserrrrrrr
call me loserr.
whatever,.




whatever,.
i just hope i still can get my merit.
if not.
ill be damn sad i tell you.
and ill fuck care every single thing.






sigh.

english p1 - 16/30
p2 - 8/25

a math p1 - 52/80
p2 - 39.5/80
I PASSED A MATH ZOMG.

sigh.



okay
gonna start work from tomorrow onwards.
o lvls,
3 months



august :
7th - high school musical on ice
8th - YPSB
10th- Marie-lyn's birthday

hurhurhurhurhur



anyway.
the point is.
im quite sad over my aural




AND I FUCKING HELL HAVENT GOT OVER THE PHOBIA OF PLAYING IN FRONT OF STRANGERS.

i wished you were right here, by my side. =)

WHAT THE .

haha. my parents came home last night and opened durian.

stinks.

well

wahahhahaa
ytd yuan de party was fun.
met peilong,

to clara's house,

imm subway,

shopping for new slippers,
adidas shop,
shuttle bus to boonlay,

gekpoh shopping centre [first time going there]

waffle there, [sucks big time]

walked to guohao house.
prepared bbq stuff,
fire starters,

basketball,

photos,

swimming pool,

holding the hot can drink,

falling down,
blablabla.......

happy 17th birthday guohao!

time for games!

wenbin

clara

whahaha.

act crazy please.

chicken, joyce

whooohoo. my long tongue

guohao's party was fun. enjoyable.

yeaaa. thanks for the food man!

congrats to maris stella alumni for getting top! =D

HELLO!
GOOD DAY PEOPLE!




well. i was just sight reading new pieces like for fun
ALL THE BEST TO MY PIANO EXAM ON MONDAY!


guohao's bbq party later! =D

GOOD BYE PEEPS! =)))))))

HOORAH. prelim 1's finally over. thank God.
hah, i cannot say that i'll definitely do well. cause i havent been studying really hard.
im sorry.
but, i promise. i'll do my very best to study after my piano exams. totally no more distractions [except my grand piano]
yes. and i WILL really study.
believe me.



whahahahaa. today's a good day!
=D
secret recipe,
roti mum,
piano,
imm.
indulgence!
bought new clothes.
hahhahaha.




i almost killed neighbour.
hahhaa. cause i thought he bu shuang then take it out on me.
and.
FYI. i dont like it when pple bu shuang then take it out on me.
yes. seriously.
hate the feeling and everything like shit.
hahahhaa.





head very heavy.
i feel like sleeping.
really.






can i not be the topic when you guys start talking?
i feel totally embarrassed.
thank God im not there.

facebook is cool.
hahhaa.

my word challenge score is increasing kk!
HAHAHA.
fun challenging ji and zhu and raph
hahahahaa.



facebooks if good!
=D



hmm.
i wanna go for ypsb concert '08
haha.
makes me reminded of the past. omg. '06 sept 08
MOVE ON LINDA! =X




hehehee.
i still dont get why you are treating me so nicely these few days, calling me, texting me.. encouraging me..
yea.
but, THANK YOU! =D
i love you still! =)


sunday was staying at home the whole day studying.
and westmall with peilong.

monday was staying home studying physics and physics tuition.

tues was physics

wed was chem.
and imm with winnie, ji, raph, sam , and zhu.
samanthi-too!
we ate spaghetti-tooo!!
love the breaded chicken chop baked rice w alfredo sauce =)
and the roti mum bread!
so full =X
daiso was fun.
hahaa.
but i was totally broke =S





HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY YUAN DE!
=DDDDDDDDD
gonna spend my weekend with my friends!
sooooo missed! =DDDDDDDDDDD




teeehheeehee.
bbq on sat!


piano exam on monday! skipping sch on monday hohohoho.
im so tired from just reading f&N
its soooo boring trust me.
i cant sit there and memorize 12413542362 chapters. even though she gave us tips on which chapts to focus on.
yea.
i cant
its plain boring. =(





just one more paper LINDA!
WAY TO GO!
gambatte!






hahahahaa.

a reason for everyday. =D

AH.
screams
i seriously MUST rant.
anyway, a math was totally A BLAST yesterday.
Paper 1 was good, paper 2 was BLAH.

today's combined humanities paper- Social Studies and History was bad.
S.S wasnt that bad.
History was goner.
i prayed very hard that chapt 5, war in europe would come out.
it didnt.
and before that, some ass was cursing me that chapt 5 wouldnt come out. was very pissed with him after the whole exam.

well.
forget it man. shall study like nuts later tmr, sun and mon,.
God bless me man











HAHHAa.
i just got on to face book. HAHHAHAAa. =DDDDDDDD
HI STEPHEN! =D
gees.



GONE TO STUDY! bye~!

i must blog first before i go crazy.
Zinc chloride?
Zinc nitrate?

seriously.
science practical was in fact, EASY.
but !@$!@$!@#$@#$ i screwed it.
AND.
i did not get a positive test for nitrate ions, I DONT SEE HOW COME THE ANSWER IS ZINC NITRATE.
added sodium hydroxide, and then a piece of alumninium foil, heated. tested with damp red litmus.
RED LITMUS BLOODY HELL DIDNT TURN BLUE.
wtf.
im damn sad i tell you.
i must vent my anger on something first before i continue studying.
and. WALAO. i didnt see any blue gas or green whatever gas lah!
IT WAS PURE COLOURLESS WTF.
am i blind or what?!
i couldnt even see any colour when solid X was heated.
BLAH.
wtf.
chemistry practical is screwed.
.
i didnt even smell ammonia gas. it was totally odourless.
or is it MY NOSE? ya sure.
excuses wtf.
and it relighted my glowing splint.
damn
wth is this.
its driving me nuts.


physics was okay.
but, i didnt know how to do one qn so, ya. at least that one was that I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO DO.
CHEM WAS F#%$!#$!@#$!@#$!@$!@#$ blah.



totally sad.
cried when i heard all the answers pouring out from others mouth.
sucks.

















plain stupidity.





shall continue studying hard.

i think im a damn loser lah. just because i felt bored and like no one to talk to, i just feel like coming online to see who is online, and who will talk to me.
walao.
i can tell you right now, studying is damn tiring and boring. its totally draining my brain cells like what the **** and i currently feel like dying. cos im such a loser who cannot even resist the temptation to even come online



LOSER WTF.



damn vulgar i know
but
im going crazy from chapter 3 history.
it takes me like 2342341234134 days to memorize one damn chapt. or rather, a few pages
super ultimate loser.
wth






but im happy cause.......
today's piano prac was GOOD! as in, there's an improvement being made. so ya.
but actually, nothing much to be happy about cause there's the prelims coming up for the next 2 weeks
its like carrying a whole load of baggage.
the weight is killing me.
i just feel like dropping dead on the ground and lay still.




and another thing is:
im damn horrified by my english. the lack of vocabulary words and the short forms yada yada, i want to die.
=.=
it makes me feel damn disgusted.
makes me want to puke.




im super stressed up for the upcoming prelims and i dont need you to flare up at me for a reason just because you've got not enough sleep. im totally pissed at you for just scolding me for nothing. so you think im in the wrong , and you- in the right? you are just being unreasonable.
cant i play with you? wth. you sound as though i owe you a life ytd midnight. wth.
i promised ill never drop a tear for you anymore. ive been there for you every single time you needed a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN THERE FOR ME?!
come to think of it, i think i am just plain dumb to have loved you for 2 + yrs, almost 3. its gonna be our brother and sister relationship anniversary soon. and. I DOUBT YOU WOULD EVEN BOTHER OR REMEMBER. well. this is so not the time to go and think about you. but i must say, YOU REALLY CAN SPOIL MOOD AT THE "CORRECT TIME" huh.
i think ive been a very nice mei to you all these while. but. have you been nice to me always?


my anger for you never last.



havent seen a chunk of words at my blog for a long time?
hur.




HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CLARA CHOOOOOOOOOOO!
=DDDDD I LOVE YOU!

ogay. hi people.
SCHOOL'S A BORE
and
its 3 days to prelim yo.
Prepared?
hurhur. im totally not prepared.
A math totally suck and CH.
but. well.
argh.
i need 1 more mth.
nvm.


well. the main purpose of this post is to say GOOD-BYE to this blog and everyone's else.
DONT FORGET ME THOUGH!
=D
ill be more than glad if you drop me an sms or give me a call.
hahaha.
seriously, im not gonna touch the com, come online and bla bla bla anymore.
time to chiong alr.
=)
dont blame me if i dont reply ur emails or tags or whatsoever...



AND.....
DONT MISS ME ! =D
tata!
GOOD BYE!

i was just talking to stacey.
i miss her =(
and yea. everyone at ballet too.
like, really.
its really good to catch up with old friends at times. =))
well.
i wouldn't have talked to her if it wasnt her birthday.
yea
very very nice to catch up and get updates about ballet stuffs.


like, we grew up together dancing.
sooying, chunhui, claire, stacey, kendra, vienna, tiffany, corrin, bin bin, agnes, jialing, quiting.. hope i didnt miss anyone out..
sooying left,
bin bin left,
agnes left,
jialing left,
qiuting left,
vienna, tiffany MIA
corrin, stacey, claire, chunhui, kendra doing advance 1.
all the best! =D
well. so many things have happened after i left.

anyway, i miss all of you girls.
shall plan chalet after my O's.
i miss ALL OF YOU. really.
=D
and,
especially MS KEE.
=)
LOVE YOU PEOPLE forever.



very heartening to talk to stacey.
LOVE HER. once again, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!
=D

I MUST COMMENT ON SOMETHING DAMNNNNN FUNNY.

maybe its a F&N inside joke.

..

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

on friday, we had F&N

but we had to do COURSEWORK B in the computer lab.

so yea.

after doing,

MDM AISHAH told us to send it to her GMAIL account.

so she read out: THIS IS MY GMAIL.

"AmericaIndiaSingaporeHollandAmericaHolland.LondonIndiaDenmark

OsakaNorway@gmail.com"

YEA.

AND SOOO.

I SENT IT TO HER IMMEDIATELY.

and then she said, i received blablablablabla so and so.......coursework..

den i said" I SENT IN ALR!!!!"

she said, "dont have leh!"

.

.

.

.

.

.

*checks the gmail account with joyce*

"america...........yada yada.."

"ya , correct what"

*shows joyce the gmail add*

[BURSTS INTO LAUGHTER]

=.=

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

aishah.lidon@gmail.com

.

.

.

.

.

.

..

get it?

if not, too bad! LOL.

i miss this.

once upon a time.

a quick update!

today,

F&N WAS A TOTAL BITCH. =(

sucks.

lol.

but still,

im relying on F&N for my distinction=D

hoho

and i haven't started revising for F&N wtf.

someone kill me.

hahaa. ah long was just telling me he dam bored,

cause his com spoil.

i was then telling him,

"how'd i wish my electronic gadgets would just spoil"

HAH.

like real.

anw,

today's CH remedial was total cool, at least i understood the SBQ shit k?

fyi, i fail CH like nobody's business. haha.

so yea babe.

seems like my horn juniors are going on fine..

but still.

YA.

=D

love you kids!`

happy 301th post.

"It can be painful to look back on the past and know that all the things are nothing but memories now. Time flies."

more pictures from yesterday be yourself day.

hoho. love these people!







actually.
i feel quite. emotion-less.
well.
i find that, studies are getting better and better each day.
however,
im still slacking and wasting my damn precious time on the com
but, nevertheless,
what's life without electronic gadgets?
haha.
=D


congrats to all those who have finished their chinese O lvls!
=D
WHOOOHOOO.
jiayou for the rest of the subject.
esp my close friends!
=D
(though im like ~~~~slacking)





to a certain someone:
i was glad you called and admitted your mistake last night.
yupp.
though im still pissed,
but; my dear,
i can never get angry at you for a long period of time.








well.
im glad im still surviving in such a place.
=.=
MY HOUSE IS CLEAN!
=D
hahaha.
[my mom went to perth]
*i got a maid to come over to do housework. =S HAHA.





anw.
im down with sore throat.
most probably all due to late nights and insufficient nutritious food intake.
wtf.
SOUNDS SO F&N.
still,
F&N is a bitch.
and.
the worst thing is,
WE'VE GOT F&N TOMORROW! =(
screw it.
that = late night AGAIN.
=(






THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY TOMORROW! =D










dear God...

"Only the person whom you loved the most will have the ability to hurt you the deepest"

hAHAHAH. KINDA FUNNY TALKING TO TAN WEIHAO.

um.
well. today was BE YOURSELF DAY.

so, we could wear our home clothes to school yada yada..

ain's actually a very sweet girl.

yea.

my 5 yrs of fren,
sitting in front of me for every single exam. hahaha.

=D

though like, last time she whole day pon band, i scold her.. but.

HAHAHa. =D STILL GOOD FRENS MAH.

hhaha.

anyway, pictures from MRS YEO'S RETIREMENT PARTY! =D

still havent get some from mdm chang =(

the only girl there.

people back-ed out last minute.

oh WELL.

Currently msging a good fren.

=D makes my day really good =)

YOU spoilt half of my day.

if you cant,

dont suggest in the first place.

you just dash peoples' hopes.

sucks totally.

i just refuse to talk to you.